what is up?

I'm not going to go into the fact that I rarely post here anymore. That's just how it goes these days:) I feel like I have so much to say, but can't put it into words. All I know is that I'm not sure of what's next. I'm standing on the teetering edge, trying not to falter, without knowing what I want or what will happen. I'd like to say the edge is good that it represents happiness and beauty, but I'm not sure of that either. It may be what needs to break for the beauty to truly reappear, but I'm preparing for the beauty AND the ugly. What can I say, I like to be prepared.

So Fat Bridesmaid had a list to summarize 2008, and I thought I’d play along! Here’s my goodbye to 2008 in list form!


1. Was 2008 good for you? Yes. I've grown a lot as a person.

2. What was your favorite moment of the year? Being in Venice

3. What was your worst moment of the year? Any day at JFKMC

4. Where were you when 2008 began? I had just finished unloading the moving truck...

5. Who were you with? My roommates

6. Where will you be when 2008 ends? I was with my man

7. Did you keep your new years resolution of 2008? I don't remember what they were!

8. Do you have a new years resolution for 2009? Less stress, less debt, more healthy

9. Did you fall in love in 2008? Not quite

10. Did you make any new friends in 2008? I make new friends every year

11. What was your favorite month of 2008? November

12. Why this month? I visited Europe for the 1st time

13. How many different places did you travel to in 2008? Italy, Greece, Croatia

14. What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2008? Then She Found Me

15. What was your favorite song from 2008? John Legend's Green Light

16. How many concerts or plays did you see in 2008? No Plays. Concerts? I don't think I saw any of those either.

17. Did you have a favorite concert in 2008? see 16

18. What was your favorite book in 2008? The Other Boleyn Girl

19. Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year? No. Really, no.

20. What was the biggest lie you told in 2008? I don't reveal my feelings easily-you know part of that whole defense thing. I know there were a few times I kept my true feelings in checked to protect myself.

21. What was your proudest moment of 2008? That I made it to Europe & my trip was completely paid for before I left :)

22. If you could go back to any moment of 2008 and change something, what would it be? I wish I could've afforded more time off work, but other than that, nothing.

23. Where did you work in 2008? JFKMC from Jan-Apr. ACH since then.

24. Favorite TV shows(s) of 2008? Eli Stone

25. Favorite Band(s) of 2008? Republic Tigers, Sara Bareilles(I know she's not a band)

26. Favorite Food in 2008? Pizza Hut Breadsticks

27. Favorite Drink in 2008? Pinot Gris

28. Favorite Place in 2008? Current River

29. Favorite person(s) to be with in 2008? My family and friends

30. Favorite person(s) to talk to in 2008? Zae

31. Favorite trip in 2008? Italy
32. Favorite stores in 2008? Restoration Hardware, Sephora, SuperTarget
33. Hardest thing you had to go through in 2008? Learning to live with roommates again

34. Most exciting moment(s) in 2008? Ending the year with someone I really care about for once.

35. Funniest moment(s) in 2008? Can't remember the funniest, and I probably shouldn't tell it here anyway....

Hope your year is filled with peace and love :)