Tuesday, May 04, 2010

It seems that by age 33, one should be able to see things more clearly. That decisions and paths to take should be more apparent, easily defined. I don't hold myself to the "norms" of others, although I do see what they are doing and think, what? Did I miss something along the way--did I skip that class in college? (It must've been a day when I HAD TO stay home to watch a Law & Order marathon with my roommate). I'm not upset with where I am, I just feel....I guess it's kind of a lost feeling. As if I were skipped over. I know I've accomplished so much already, but I'm in a place where I currently feel stagnant. Stuck. I can't particularly move on yet, I am in a position I have to stabilize where I am before I can start down another path, but I really don't even feel like exploring the options of what I COULD do. Sometimes it all just seems so....blah.